Your heart beat

Dear Baby,

We had another doctor’s appointment this morning. Today was very special for your dad and I because we were able to hear your heart beat for the first time. In those few moments that we listened to you, my heart stopped beating and tears starting flowing down my face. Let me tell you…it was the best feeling in the world! Your heart was beating so fast and so many thoughts were going through my mind. I thought of what you were doing right now in my stomach, and what you looked like. I also was dreaming about holding you in my arms and your father and I singing to you and tickling you. Oh, how great it will be to have you in our lives.

We met one of the other doctors today, his name was Dr. Gamette. He sure was a nice man, and as soon as he walked into the room, I instantly felt a connection to him. He looked and acted like my Grandpa Tanner. He cracked some funny jokes like your great grandpa does, you sure are going to love him! It is really great to meet a new doctor each appointment so that I know all of the doctors when you come. I can hardly wait for that day to come!

I wish words could describe the feelings that I felt when we listened to your cute little heart beat today. As I sit here a couple hours later, I can still hear the beating in my head. I remember every detail of your heart beat, and I every time I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes. I can’t even tell you how much I love you. It’s great to know that you are my child, and that I am going to be your mom. I love you so much. As soon as Dr. Gamette left the room, I jumped down off the table and gave your father a huge hug. I just stood there in his arms and cried on his shoulder. Oh how much I love you, and I know that your daddy does too…

See you soon!

Love, Mommy